So, you've been asking about details, I'll start tellin'!
* I'm 14 weeks! According to the pregnancy week by week calendar, that means that our baby is the size of a lemon! Hoorah for lemons!!! :)
* My due date is September 14th. However, because I had c-sections with both of the boys, we will schedule a c-section this time around.... sometime prior to that day!
* I have had three perfect ultrasounds so far!
* My shots and meds are all going fine. My tummy is a bruised up mess from the shots, but hey, it's TOTALLY worth it! I'm thrilled that I've found a good medical practice here in Buffalo.
* God has given me SO MANY victories over fear in the last 14 weeks. After struggling with multiple miscarriages in the past, during my pregnancy with Isaac, I just gave into the fear; it seemed to rationally make sense with my history, so I just handed myself over to fear for nine months. God has totally done a work on my heart, and I've realized that I DO NOT have to submit to fear any longer! That doesn't mean that it hasn't been a struggle, but I have totally gone to battle with the fear.... God and I have WON! :) While I am not guaranteed a healthy baby in this pregnancy, God pressed this question on my heart during week #5.... "Deanna, either you trust me or you don't....." NOT trusting Him for the outcome that I want.... RATHER, just trusting HIM!!! I do.... He has MORE than earned my trust in my 33 years of livin'!!! I share this, only hoping that it might be an encouragement to even just one person who is battling fear today.... battle it with His help!!! You CAN do ALL things through Christ who gives you strength!!!
* We are not planning to find out the gender of our peanut (I mean.... our LEMON!) until we see him or her face to face! We tried to find out when we were expecting Aaron, but he didn't cooperate.... in the end, we absolutely loved the surprise and decided that we would never do it any other way!
* We are ALL thrilled! I know that there was some concern after watching the baby announcement video that the boys are not excited. Rest assured.... they are. In fact, five days after we told them, we were at Disney at the Animal Kingdom, and Aaron shared our news with a stranger (no, we hadn't gone public yet.... but did that day with hundreds of people that we didn't know after the Lion King show....) Check out the outcome of telling just one person.... this is one of Aaron's favorite memories from this Florida trip! :) (sorry.... I had to divide it into two parts.... technical difficulties!)
* Both our boys are hoping for a girl. However, Scott and I really and truly will be thrilled with either. Sure, it would be fun to have a little girl running around this place, but in some ways, I can't even begin to picture a girl here! :) The other night, Aaron prayed, "God, please help our baby to grow healthy and strong, and God, please help it to be a girl." I didn't have the heart to tell him that God's already made a decision on that one! :)